(Verses 26 to 30)
Verse 26
Deho na janati sato na janma deha-pramano'nya
udeti madhye।
Ahankrti-granthi-vibandha-suksma -sarira-ceto-bhava-jiva-nama ॥
Ahankrti-granthi-vibandha-suksma -sarira-ceto-bhava-jiva-nama ॥
The body does not know. Truth (Existence), is not born. Another of the size of body arises in the
middle, which is named - ego, knot, bondage, subtle body, mind, the realm of
becoming or jiva (the individual).
The body is inert, undergoes changes;
birth,decay and death. Athma is
birthless and deathless. The ego that
has sentiency is not body. It is not the
Athma as well as it has birth and death.
However, though it is neither the body nor
the Athma, it assumes the properties of both. Like the body, it rises and subsides (or
appears and disappears) and is limited by time and space; and like the real
Self, it shines as ‘I’. Since it has no
independent existence it takes the support of both and assumes the size of the
body and sentiency of Athma like the reflection of face in the mirror which is
a false entity that has some features of both, the reflecting mirror and the
original face. The ego parades around in
various names which are:
1)
Ahamkara – (aham karoti iti) The notion of doership in
every action is ego
2)
Granthi – knot, as it ties the inert body and sentient Athma together.
3)
Vibandha – bondage, It
binds one to the body and its limitations and to the objects of the world
through its ‘myness’
4)
Sukshma sarira – subtle body, It
is not perceived by the senses like the gross body and it is perishable like
the body.
5)
Cheta – mind. It has
the capacity to reflect Consciousness and know
6)
Bhava – realm of becoming. Its existence depends on becoming something
and so it prompts one to action always.
7)
Jiva – It always maintains its identity or individuality as
‘I’, enlivening the body and mind.
Verse 27
Rupodbhavo rupa-tati-pratistho rupasano dhuta-grhita-rupah।
Svayam virupah svavicara-kale dhavatyahankara-pisaca esah ॥
Svayam virupah svavicara-kale dhavatyahankara-pisaca esah ॥
This ghost of the ego is born amidst forms; based on a
group of forms, the eater of forms, who has given up and held forms, is by Itself
formless and upon inquiry into itself, It runs away.
We had seen in the
earlier verse that ego is not an independent entity but a concoction of some
features of Athma and anathma.
Ego rises along with the attributes of anathma and the multitudes
of attributes are the fields in which ego moves about. It does not have its own features and is
destroyed by enquiry. Since it does not
have a real existence but has only a ghostly existence Maharishi calls it a
ghost as well in addition to the multitude of names he had listed in the
previous verse. The ego has borrowed
from Athma “I am”, where ‘I’ stands for Consciousness and ‘am’ for
Existence. To these two features, Sat, Chit aspect of Athma, is added the
various attributes of anathma, like male, young, happy etc, to form various ‘forms’. So Maharishi states that that it is born
amidst attributes and grows on attributes, as if feeding on attributes. So long as no enquiry is made about its
reality, it seems to exist and thrive.
But as soon as it is scrutinized to find out who it is, it will
disappear, being found to be non-existent.
Verse 28
Bhave'hamah sarvam-idam vibhati laye'hamo
naiva vibhati kincit।
Tasmad-aham-rupam-idam samastam tan-marganam sarva-jayaya margah ॥
Tasmad-aham-rupam-idam samastam tan-marganam sarva-jayaya margah ॥
In the being of the ego, all this shines. On the dissolution of the ego nothing at all
shines. Therefore all this is the form
of the ego. The search for that is the way for victory over all.
The world is experienced only
with the existence of ego and seems to disappear when the ego disappears. So the world is of the form of ego. The body and the whole world of
manifestation, consisting of so many dyads and triads, are nothing but an
expansion of the ego, which is the embryo or seed-form of everything. But ego is an illusory
entity which borrows its existence from the pure Self. Knowing the Self, the ego and its
manifestations disappear. The enquiry
into the root of the ego will lead one to the pure Self, the abidance in which
only ensures permanent victory over samsara.
Verse 29
Satya sthitir-naham-udeti yatra tac-codaya-sthana-gavesanena।
Vina na nasyed-yadi tanna nasyet svatmaikya-rupa kathamastu nistha ॥
Vina na nasyed-yadi tanna nasyet svatmaikya-rupa kathamastu nistha ॥
The Real State is where “I” does not arise. And that is not destroyed without the fervent
search (inquiry) for the place of emergence. If that is not destroyed how can there be
abidance, of the nature of Oneness of the True (own) Self?
As long as ego exists it
will prompt one to become something or other.
Wanting to become something is a sign of feeling unfulfilled. Only when the ego is destroyed one can attain
a state of fulfilment. Athma ajjnanam
is at the root of ego and only with Athma Jnanam the roots of ego can be
permanently destroyed. This egoless
state of Athma Jnanam is of the nature of oneness with the Athma,
which is a permanent state. For in Athma
Jnanam, the mithyatvam of ego is understood clearly. This falsification of ego is destruction of
ego. Only in this state of egolessness,
one can attain the state of abiding in one’s Athma.
Verse 30
Kupe yatha gadha-jale tathantah nimajjya
buddhya sitaya nitantam।
Pranam ca vacam ca niyamya cinvan vinden-nijahankrti-mula-rupam ॥
Pranam ca vacam ca niyamya cinvan vinden-nijahankrti-mula-rupam ॥
Just as in a well of water into [which one] has
dived deeply, just so, within one must dive (plunge) with intellect highly
(extraordinarily) sharp, prana and speech to be controlled (lit., having
controlled), inquiring (reflecting on); one shall find the nature of the root of one’s own
ego.
The self-shining jewel of
the Self is lost in the deep waters of thoughts. The individual who attempts to retrieve it
must be well-qualified with a pure, subtle and single-pointed intellect, to enable
him to dive deep within his personality.
The intellect must be rendered pure with the removal of all worldly
desires through spiritual practices like japa etc,. and through selfless
action. Prana is to be disciplined through
regular pranayama and control of the organ of speech to be achieved
through vak-tapas as prescribed in Gita 17-15:
Anudvegakaram vaakyam satyam
priyahitam cha yat;
Swaadhyaayaabhyasanam chaiva
vaangmayam tapa uchyate.
Speech which causes no
excitement and is truthful, pleasant and beneficial, the practice of the study
of the Vedas, are called austerity of speech.
With such a mastery over
organs, one engages oneself in Athma vichara with study of sastras under
the guidance of a competent guru.
Through such enquiry into Self, one discovers the root of one’s ego, the
Sathya adhishtanam, Athma. This knowledge of Athma leads to the
falsification of ego by revealing its mithyatvam.
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