Bhaja Govindham 6
Verse 15
angam
galitam palitam mundam dasanavihinam jatam tundam |
vrddho
yati grhitva dandam tadapi na muncatyasapindam || 15 ||
The body is old and
worn; head (the hairs) has turned gray; teeth have gone; he walks holding a stick; yet he hasn’t abandoned the bundle of desires.
This verse is composed by Sri
Totakacharya. Here he describes an old
man with grey hair, toothless mouth and infirm body that needs a stick for
support while walking and regrets that he is still in the grip of worldly
desires. Because desires belong to the
mind and the mind can still be ‘young’ in an old body. Sensual desires, unless
one deliberately tries to control and channelize in spiritual path can stay
with one as an addiction till death and can get carried into the next birth as vasanas.
Some do not try to control them but keep trying to satisfy them in the false
belief that desires can be ended by fulfilling them. While a young body with a young mind can
entertain and experience pleasures an old body with a young mind can only
entertain desires but has no longer the vigour and virility to experience
pleasures. Trapped in an old body and pursuing
the path of indulgence, he leads an agonizing life. Sri Ramakrisna Paramahamsa points out “However long a stone may remain
immersed in a river, it does not allow even a small particle of water to
percolate into it. Even so the man steeped in worldliness does not permit any
ethical or spiritual feelings gain access to his heart” In the same way this person in spite of his
handicaps seeks fulfillment of desires only.
To give up the desires that work up the mind, one should keep the mind
and heart pure. This one must start
practicing from one’s youth so that in old age one has peace of mind and enjoys
old age with inner peace and tranquillity.
Verse
16
agre
vahniḥ pṛsthe bhanuḥ ratrau cubukasamarpitajanuḥ |
karatalabhiksastarutalavasah
tadapi na muncatyasapasah || 16 ||
There is fire in
front of him and the sun at the back; at night, he crouches with his chin between his
knees; he lives under a tree and has only his hands to receive alms. Alas,
in spite of all this, he is not released from the rope of desire, which has bound him.
Sri Hasthamalakacharya
has composed this verse. This verse
depicts the other extreme, utter self-denial, in the hope that it will exhaust
all desires. Here is a sanyasi who has
renounced everything and is leading a rough and hard life of recluse. He has no
money, no worldly possessions including essential needs of life, like the warm
clothing for winter. The poor man has
only the sun to give him warmth and he sits with his back turned to the sun. At night when fire is lit, he goes and sits
in front of it and when there is no fire he keeps himself warm by crouching
with his chin between his knees. There is no utensil to take bhiksha (alms),
so he takes it in his palms. He has no place to live and so rests under a tree.
Anybody may take him to be a true Yogi;
but it is not so, for a closer look at him will reveal that in spite of all
these external austerities, he hasn’t been able to renounce his desires. He is not free from the grip of desires,
which are hidden deep in his mind. All
the external efforts are of not much use with the glaring internal defect which
he could not get rid of. So he has to make
further efforts to bring his mind also under control to fulfill his dream of
God realization. For renunciation has to be at internal level as well i.e. not
only senses are controlled from sense-objects but the mind is controlled to
eliminate the attachment to sense-objects. There is no doubt that renouncing
the sense enjoyments is a way to keep out their influence on the mind; but there
has to be deliberate mental effort as well to free the mind from the attachment
to the sense objects. Internal (mental) renunciation
must accompany if not precede the external (physical) renunciation if one is to
reap the fruits of his sadhana.
Verse
17
kurute
gangasagaragamanam vrataparipalanamathava danam |
jnanavihinah
sarvamatena bhajati na muktim janmasatena || 17 ||
One may go on
pilgrimage to the river Ganga or the ocean; may observe fasts or give away
wealth in charity. However, one will not attain liberation without the Athma
Jnanam, even after a hundred births. This is the opinion of all schools of thought.
This
verse is composed by Sri Subhodha. Ritualistic worship, pilgrimage to holy
places or temples, ‘vratas’ and charity are all performed by pious householders
in the fond hope that these acts of religious discipline will enable them
attain moksha after death. All these above acts, no doubt, help the devotee to
progress in the spiritual path. They are all sadhanas for self-purification and
self-purification is a necessary requirement for gaining Athma Jnanam,
Self-knowledge. But, the acharya
cautions, all these acts are not to be considered as the goal of spirituality
as these are only milestones on the path, not the destination itself. They are just important steps leading to a
higher truth. They are only the means
and the end is attaining Athma Jnanam only i.e. the realisation of the oneness
of the individual Self, Athma and the Universal Self, Brahman. Once one has
attained Jnanam, i.e. realised the oneness of Athma and Brahman, one becomes
free from all material desires and attachments.
Other schools of philosophy besides Vedanta are also in agreement with
the message that Athma Jnanam is indispensable for attaining Liberation,
freedom from the cycle of birth and death.
In reality, the Self is free, but it is taken to be limited and bound because
of ajnanam and ajnanam
can be removed only through Jnanam. Until ajnanam is removed one
does not feel fulfilled totally and desire which is a symptom or manifestation
of an inner dependence or an inner bondage will persist in the mind keeping one
away from the final goal of Liberation.
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